hey bloggy,i hv a great strory wana share wit u..its about him,not dat guy dat i like but da one dat i love..yes,him!!!wuts wrong??
on 26apr,me & my workmates went to karoke nk bt mcm mjls perpshn laa for one of my team mates.msa ktowg ngh mkn,suddenly i got a cll frm 1 no dat i dont regonise.after dat person asked me where i am,den he juzt said sorry for disturbing me...i was like,WTF!!so i sms dia & evn cll dia tny spa ni but no answer..so,i bg last msg tny lg skali who da hell is he??!!den he reply,sorry sbb gngu i & slh tyming msa dia cll i tu & da best part is ok sbb i x knl sora dia..from der i noe dat it was HIM...i tny dia no spa ni,dia ckp ni no bru dia & wife dia x tau ok no ni...so,i pn mcm xpala..lyn sj la...
ktowg pn sms la sbb dh lma sgt ktowg x men sms...den i tny dia mcm ne prt dia & guess wut he replied...he said dat he had a blood & stomach cancer!!!i mcm huh??!!!act,i dh mmg agk yg there is something wrong wit his stomach bcz slma aku ngn dia,he keep telling me dat perut dia skt...i did adv him so many time to do medical check up ngn doctor pkr tp mcm2 alsn dia bg...so i cm dh mls laa kn nk ckp bebyk dh sbb i pkr dia dh ada bini so let his wife do wut she need to do...im not dat surprise act bla i dpt tau brita tu,bloggy tp cuma i x sgka its a cancer...
when i woke up da next mrng im asking myself am i dreaming or something about this sms-ing??but when i check my hp,its real...i tot dat it was juz a dream...
and my question now is why he did dis to me??knp lps apa dia dh bt pd aku,knp dia cri aku blk??knp dia clled or sms aku blk lps aku dh berjya hdp tnpa dia dlm hdp harian aku??knp lps aku menph dugaan + penderitaan ni seorg bru dia cri aku blk??KENAPA = WHY??? it is juz not fair,bloggy!!!!lps apa yg aku dh lalui,lps apa yg aku tmpuhi,aku bgn + bangkit seorg dri utk melpakn apa yg telh berlaku,bloggy!!!jiwa + prasaan aku terseksa + merana sbb dia!!!hdp aku kucar-kacir sbb dia!!!tp ada dia pdli,ada dia tny,ada dia bntu aku??TIDAK!!!!!aku keseorgn tp aku ttp bersykr sbb aku dikurniakn kwn disekeliling aku,aku dikurniakn fmly yg sntsa dicc aku x kra aku ssh ato sng...
& today,he sms me again asking where am i ptg td & i replies dat im odw to the parking car la wana go back...den u noe wut he sms me,if i want to see him go to his fren's workshop at bbst bcz he was der!!!
den i was like,harus ke aku p sna semta2 utk jmpa dia??mmg aku teramat rndu & teringn sesgt nk jmpa dia tp lps apa yg dh berlaku,x semdh tu aku nk berdpn ngn dia...kalo btl dia sbnr e yg nk jmpa aku,biar dia yg cri aku...dia bkn e x tau aku kje kt ne,bkn e x tau aku tnggl kt ne & bkn e dia x tau no hp aku...biar dia sndri yg ajk nk jmp...aku x kn seskali utk jmpa dia,bloggy!!!ati aku btl2 dh terttp utk seorg insan bernma LELAKI....
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Sunday, April 24, 2011
::avoid::
BLOGGY!!!!!
i really need u now!!!i think he knew laa...
knew wut??knew that i did hv a feeling for him...
owh GOSH!!!
mcm ne dia tau,aku x tau la tp kemgkn laa aku rc dia tau kt sb aku rc cm dia cba elak je dr aku...
ato pn ni sume mainan prasaan aku kt.nth laa bloggy,aku x tau...aku kompius...
aku ckp mcm tu sbb kalo aku msg,dia cm nk x nk je reply tp bla f2f len laa plk...
bengong kepala aku,bloggy!!!
mcm td,msa kt opis ngh briefing dpn bebdk ni dia ckp aku len...
len dr segi apa ee??aku ttp mcm ni,xdr pape p'ubhn pn... =(
msa aku kt ctr td pn,dia ckp lg skali la...
dia ckp aku nmpk len skunk,len msa dia tgk aku awl2...
siap pki bju ikt fit bdn bagai,aku mcm "huh??"
ngn bdk aku yg byk lemak ni dia ckp aku pki bju fit??
biar btl seh!!!!ke dia sngja nk ckp mcm tu...
setiap ari ada je dia ckp kt aku..
cra pemakaian aku len la,cra make up aku len la & mcm2 lg la...
adui aiii!!!!
mcm ne ni bloggy??!!
should i avoid him or shouldn't???
bloggy,if he really has a feeling for me he will sms or cll me rite??
but he's like nah,she is juz a sister to me...
i hate when he keep cll me "akak"...
sometym i juz want to tell him stop calling me dat!!!
but if i do so,m afraid dat he might think dat wut i told him befor was rite...
which i is his secret admire!!!!hehehheheahahhahah =0
i dunno bloggy...
or should i or shouldn't i juz tell him da truth dat i did like him..ahakz (pipiku sdh merah)..
i really need u now!!!i think he knew laa...
knew wut??knew that i did hv a feeling for him...
owh GOSH!!!
mcm ne dia tau,aku x tau la tp kemgkn laa aku rc dia tau kt sb aku rc cm dia cba elak je dr aku...
ato pn ni sume mainan prasaan aku kt.nth laa bloggy,aku x tau...aku kompius...
aku ckp mcm tu sbb kalo aku msg,dia cm nk x nk je reply tp bla f2f len laa plk...
bengong kepala aku,bloggy!!!
mcm td,msa kt opis ngh briefing dpn bebdk ni dia ckp aku len...
len dr segi apa ee??aku ttp mcm ni,xdr pape p'ubhn pn... =(
msa aku kt ctr td pn,dia ckp lg skali la...
dia ckp aku nmpk len skunk,len msa dia tgk aku awl2...
siap pki bju ikt fit bdn bagai,aku mcm "huh??"
ngn bdk aku yg byk lemak ni dia ckp aku pki bju fit??
biar btl seh!!!!ke dia sngja nk ckp mcm tu...
setiap ari ada je dia ckp kt aku..
cra pemakaian aku len la,cra make up aku len la & mcm2 lg la...
adui aiii!!!!
mcm ne ni bloggy??!!
should i avoid him or shouldn't???
bloggy,if he really has a feeling for me he will sms or cll me rite??
but he's like nah,she is juz a sister to me...
i hate when he keep cll me "akak"...
sometym i juz want to tell him stop calling me dat!!!
but if i do so,m afraid dat he might think dat wut i told him befor was rite...
which i is his secret admire!!!!hehehheheahahhahah =0
i dunno bloggy...
or should i or shouldn't i juz tell him da truth dat i did like him..ahakz (pipiku sdh merah)..
i wish u r someone & not 'something'
Friday, April 22, 2011
plz,not him!!!!
hi bloggy...how r u??
me?can say epy + sad.wanna noe y?
epy bcz i can c him & sad bcz i noe dat evn dow i hv a feeling for him but stl we cant b together..
da reason?i think bttr its only me noe the reason...
i dont noe how my feeling rite now,bloggy..
im confused!! but im pretty sure dat when i see him,im epy evn dow i hv a bad mood on dat day..
but bloggy,mcm ne prasaan ni ble tmbl sdgkn sblm ni aku jrg ckp,aku bt x tau bla dia tgr aku..
bkn la aku bt x tau lgsg bla dia tgr tp juz lyn bla plu je la..
mksd aku,sjk bla??n why him?
plz bloggy,how am i gonna rid off dis feeling?
aku bkn laa nk lari dr prasaan aku sndri tp aku x nk sbb prasaan ni aku kecewa & hbgn rpt ant aku n dia tergngu...
yes,i noe i cant lie myself & guess wut i confess to him dat im his secret admire but he thought dat it juz a joke...
aku x tau laa sma ada dia ingt aku memain ato pn aku seyes evn dow act aku mmg seyes...
mcm ne ni bloggy??/!!!
aku x nk terprgkp ngn prasaan aku sndri,aku x nk nnt aku mnysl,aku jgk x nk dia m'jauhkn dri dia dari aku juz sbb prasaan bodoh yg tmbl nth bla ni...
aku rc spt nk m'jrt & menangis jee,bloggy sbb aku x ble nk luahkn prasaan aku ni kt sespa selain dr ko!!!....
bloggy,tlg laa aku!!aku x mau prasaan ni akn memdrtkn aku...
mcm ne aku nk m'hpskn prasaan ni...
kalo aku x lyn & bt x tau je tkt nt dia pkr len plk...
aku pnh x berckp ngn dia & dia tny knp tau pdhl x dr pape mslh pn ant aku n dia msa tu...
me?can say epy + sad.wanna noe y?
epy bcz i can c him & sad bcz i noe dat evn dow i hv a feeling for him but stl we cant b together..
da reason?i think bttr its only me noe the reason...
i dont noe how my feeling rite now,bloggy..
im confused!! but im pretty sure dat when i see him,im epy evn dow i hv a bad mood on dat day..
but bloggy,mcm ne prasaan ni ble tmbl sdgkn sblm ni aku jrg ckp,aku bt x tau bla dia tgr aku..
bkn la aku bt x tau lgsg bla dia tgr tp juz lyn bla plu je la..
mksd aku,sjk bla??n why him?
plz bloggy,how am i gonna rid off dis feeling?
aku bkn laa nk lari dr prasaan aku sndri tp aku x nk sbb prasaan ni aku kecewa & hbgn rpt ant aku n dia tergngu...
yes,i noe i cant lie myself & guess wut i confess to him dat im his secret admire but he thought dat it juz a joke...
aku x tau laa sma ada dia ingt aku memain ato pn aku seyes evn dow act aku mmg seyes...
mcm ne ni bloggy??/!!!
aku x nk terprgkp ngn prasaan aku sndri,aku x nk nnt aku mnysl,aku jgk x nk dia m'jauhkn dri dia dari aku juz sbb prasaan bodoh yg tmbl nth bla ni...
aku rc spt nk m'jrt & menangis jee,bloggy sbb aku x ble nk luahkn prasaan aku ni kt sespa selain dr ko!!!....
bloggy,tlg laa aku!!aku x mau prasaan ni akn memdrtkn aku...
mcm ne aku nk m'hpskn prasaan ni...
kalo aku x lyn & bt x tau je tkt nt dia pkr len plk...
aku pnh x berckp ngn dia & dia tny knp tau pdhl x dr pape mslh pn ant aku n dia msa tu...
>aku buntu + confused + serabut + trapped!!!!<
Thursday, April 21, 2011
::A coFFessIoN::
bloggy...i want to make a coffession!!
i think i like him..u noe which him,right??da guy dat i brought along to 'huahuahua' da other day..i dont noe how i felt act but when im at him,i feel so diff..huhuhuhheehhuu...<shy> u noe wut,on dat day when i saw him dance wit other girls,i felt angry n 'jeles' mayb or evn when we talked or chat bout his gf,it juz a same...owh shit,am i?i dont think so bcz i nvr tot until dis far...he did said dat he like me but i didnt take it seyesly cz i noe,whos gonna like a person like me!!!! <so wut?>
lps dia msk team aku,bloggy...aku jrg r ckp or brk ngn dia,almklum laa..dowg ckp aku ni grg pdhl mrh dowg pn jrg...nth laa kn,mgkn msa dowg ojt tu aku grg skt kt..hahhahahaa...ok2,smbg cta..nk kta aku rpt ngn dia x la jgk tau sbb mmg jrg sgt la brk...aku bkn laa nk prasan tp ada laa aku prasan yg dia slalu mmrhtikn aku tp aku bt x tau je laa sbb aku pkr mgkn dia tgk owg len kt...dia pn x pnh ckp pape kn,so aku bt x tau je r...smpi la dia tny aku,spa gmbr lg dlm hp aku yg dia pnh ternmpk..aku pn cta laa yg on dat tym aku bru je break ngn laki aku tu kn!!!cta la kt dia tp aku juz agp adk r sbb dia pn pngl aku akk n mmg dia muda,i mean lbh muda dr aku k,so aku amk endah x endah laa kn..dia plk byk kali dk m'usk aku tp aku cm x amk seyes tau bloggy...wlpn pd hakikat e aku sernk ngn uskn dia...hahahahhaah =)
strt dr uskn tu aku ble dktakn scndlous laa ngn dia tp memain je la kn & aku plk mmg x tau lgsg yg dia dh ada gf sbb dia p nh ckp yg dia x nk pkr psl tu sume lg & dia nk tmpukn prhatian pd kerjya dia dlu..lbh krg gtu laa kn...tu yg semakin srnk aku lyn uskn dia...smpi la aku ajk dia p 'huahuahua' ari tu,tetba jerk lps dr tu aku rc len...esk e pn msa odw blk kje,ada la dia ckp dia ske kt aku tp mcm aku ckp td la..amk endah x endah je sbb aku sntsa pkr yg dia dh ada gf & sbb umo jgk...aku jdkn p'hlg utk aku terjth lg trk nnt...(eceh ayt aku,x ble blah kn bloggy)....tmbhn plk msa kt tpt tu bla aku tgk dia ngn pompuan tu aku rc cm,mmg beza ant aku ngn dia...mmg ada p'hlg ant aku sbb dia stl pngl aku 'akk' kt lua sbb tu kt...
nth laa bloggy...kalo ble aku x nk pkr lgsg psl mna laki2 & aku nk tmpukn prhtian pd hdp aku & msa dpn aku...apa yg tersirt dlm ati ni,biar aku & Dia sj yg tau...wlaumcmne pn,aku x kn seskali pkr yg akn terjd sesuatu ant aku n dia..aku x mau kecewa lg...ckp laa ngn pa yg aku dh lalui slma ni...aku dh xthn & x sgp nk m'hdpi e lg..sekra e kami dtkdrkn utk hdp bermsa,insyallah termkbul la...sekra e tdk,aku redha....aku ttp bersykr kepd Nya ngn pa yg telah Dia tkdrkn utk hdp aku....
knp aku sggh emosional mlm ni,bloggy??!! nth laa jgn tny aku sbb aku sndri x tau...aku redha jee,bloggy...apa pn,ko doakn laa aku ee....amin!!!! =)
i think i like him..u noe which him,right??da guy dat i brought along to 'huahuahua' da other day..i dont noe how i felt act but when im at him,i feel so diff..huhuhuhheehhuu...<shy> u noe wut,on dat day when i saw him dance wit other girls,i felt angry n 'jeles' mayb or evn when we talked or chat bout his gf,it juz a same...owh shit,am i?i dont think so bcz i nvr tot until dis far...he did said dat he like me but i didnt take it seyesly cz i noe,whos gonna like a person like me!!!! <so wut?>
lps dia msk team aku,bloggy...aku jrg r ckp or brk ngn dia,almklum laa..dowg ckp aku ni grg pdhl mrh dowg pn jrg...nth laa kn,mgkn msa dowg ojt tu aku grg skt kt..hahhahahaa...ok2,smbg cta..nk kta aku rpt ngn dia x la jgk tau sbb mmg jrg sgt la brk...aku bkn laa nk prasan tp ada laa aku prasan yg dia slalu mmrhtikn aku tp aku bt x tau je laa sbb aku pkr mgkn dia tgk owg len kt...dia pn x pnh ckp pape kn,so aku bt x tau je r...smpi la dia tny aku,spa gmbr lg dlm hp aku yg dia pnh ternmpk..aku pn cta laa yg on dat tym aku bru je break ngn laki aku tu kn!!!cta la kt dia tp aku juz agp adk r sbb dia pn pngl aku akk n mmg dia muda,i mean lbh muda dr aku k,so aku amk endah x endah laa kn..dia plk byk kali dk m'usk aku tp aku cm x amk seyes tau bloggy...wlpn pd hakikat e aku sernk ngn uskn dia...hahahahhaah =)
strt dr uskn tu aku ble dktakn scndlous laa ngn dia tp memain je la kn & aku plk mmg x tau lgsg yg dia dh ada gf sbb dia p nh ckp yg dia x nk pkr psl tu sume lg & dia nk tmpukn prhatian pd kerjya dia dlu..lbh krg gtu laa kn...tu yg semakin srnk aku lyn uskn dia...smpi la aku ajk dia p 'huahuahua' ari tu,tetba jerk lps dr tu aku rc len...esk e pn msa odw blk kje,ada la dia ckp dia ske kt aku tp mcm aku ckp td la..amk endah x endah je sbb aku sntsa pkr yg dia dh ada gf & sbb umo jgk...aku jdkn p'hlg utk aku terjth lg trk nnt...(eceh ayt aku,x ble blah kn bloggy)....tmbhn plk msa kt tpt tu bla aku tgk dia ngn pompuan tu aku rc cm,mmg beza ant aku ngn dia...mmg ada p'hlg ant aku sbb dia stl pngl aku 'akk' kt lua sbb tu kt...
nth laa bloggy...kalo ble aku x nk pkr lgsg psl mna laki2 & aku nk tmpukn prhtian pd hdp aku & msa dpn aku...apa yg tersirt dlm ati ni,biar aku & Dia sj yg tau...wlaumcmne pn,aku x kn seskali pkr yg akn terjd sesuatu ant aku n dia..aku x mau kecewa lg...ckp laa ngn pa yg aku dh lalui slma ni...aku dh xthn & x sgp nk m'hdpi e lg..sekra e kami dtkdrkn utk hdp bermsa,insyallah termkbul la...sekra e tdk,aku redha....aku ttp bersykr kepd Nya ngn pa yg telah Dia tkdrkn utk hdp aku....
knp aku sggh emosional mlm ni,bloggy??!! nth laa jgn tny aku sbb aku sndri x tau...aku redha jee,bloggy...apa pn,ko doakn laa aku ee....amin!!!! =)
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
::am i or am i not??::
hola bloggy.....how r u babe??!!aku x tau nk cta kt ko mcm ne ttg pa yg aku rsa skunk ni..sbb aku confuse tp ati aku spt aku ske & gmbra... =)
On 16apr lps,mmbr aku ajk aku p cLub & spent tym & njoy myself wit her & other fwens...we all went Werner club at Changkat...tetba jerk ati ni tergerak ajk bdk2 kje aku join skali tp yg aku kra sekpla ngn aku jela...at 1st aku mcm was was tau nk ajk mamat ni sbb aku pkr btl ke dia lyn n p tpt2 mcm tu kn...aku pn brnikn dri ajk laa dia p & x sgka laa plk yg dia mmg lynz,so aku pn ok laa... =)
act aku mmg mint laa kt dia sbb ada laa cri2 lelaki yg aku idamkn kt dia tp ada bts ee beb...nk tau apa??UMUR!!!<--ni sbb nya...ya,aku tau umo bkn 1 hlgn ato pn alsn tp aku x ble ltk hrpn yg tngi,btl x??aku x nk kecewa utk kali yg ke2,bloggy...ckp laa aku dh rasai btpa skt e bla kecewa....
cntnue stry,k..dr tpt aku,ktowg ber5 2 bji kete...ktowg berkmpl kt umh mmbr aku kt kl b4 p sna...dress up aku??of cz laa ehem2 tp aku x la tnjk trs..**shy** ok..hhehehehahahazx...bla smpi sna,aku mcm malu + segan beb nk dance ngn dia & berkepit ngn dier...ello,b4 tu pn either aku ato dia x ckp lgsg yg ktowg partner mlm tu x kn laa aku nk terhegeh2 plk kn!!agk2 laaa....ada maruah k!!! <wlpn sbnr e dlm ati ni mau> uuhuhuhuuuu....
msa smpi pn dia dk jauh,aku pn dk jauh...aku berkepit laa ngn mmbr aku yg sowg lg ni...olh sbb dia dh lmbt sgt,aku ajk laa mmbr aku yg sowg ni p dance...olh sbb x rmi owg,ktowg msk blk...dh la ngh mngntk,lgu e plk btkn aku bertmbh mngntk...aku pn dri smbl mnri,harusla kn!!!mmbr dh laa ngh mngntk...x kn nk ddk jee...den,mmbr aku yg aku ajk p dance td tarik aku p dance floor blk so aku ngn mmbr aku p laa blk & dance kt sna...dia dk je c2 smpi mbr aku yg sowg lg tarik dia..bla smpi sna,msg2 mnri lintang pukang...so dia bdri dpn aku,aku pn tarik dia dance ngn aku...mta ngh weng,aku mnri aa kn...nk pegang bdn dia pn aku sgn + kekok snae goes to him...aku jd cm,OMG!!!hahhahaaa...aku on p mmps r,nri je....
tngh srnk dance ada la pompuan man nth dtg menyelit dance ngn ktowg,mula2 sowg den tga2 dtg join...so pa lg,bebdk laki mmbr ktowg pn srnk rr kn..dia ble tlk aku ketpikn & dance ngn pompuan tu...peegghh!!!skt ati mmbr siot...trs mood nk mrni aky xdr...aku on lpk jee laa kt table...tup2 dia ajk plk pompuan tu join table,lagi pns ati mmbr....adusshh!!!!x paa r,spa laa aku ni kn..x selwa pompuan tu kn,x setnggi pompuan tu kn...layanz je laa...sedey mmbr siot,ajk partner ingtkn ble dance & lyn tp x. =(
esk e kt tpt kje dia xkp ngn aku yg dia mmg x sgka tu aku...yg mnri ngn dia tu (wlpn skjp) tu aku...well,my dear...dats me,ok!!!hahahhaaa,aku sndri pn tergelak act bla dia xkp mcm tu...tp tu laa hakikat ee... =0 dia trs trg ngn aku yg sbnr e dia mmg nk dance ngn aku tp dia kekok...dia kekok sbb dia respect aku as leader dia & pompuan cm g2 laa...aku pn gtau laa dia act aku pn kekok + segan nk dance ngn dia sbb aku rc mcm ada 1 border yg jd pghlg...eceh,ayt!!hahaha...aku gtau dia,mcm aku ngn mmbr aku sowg ni..dia pn kt tpt kje dia staf besa & aku leader dia tp bla kt tpt mcm tu aku stl ble berkpt ngn dia,dance ngn dia sbb aku n dia x pnh bt border/pghlg ant ktowg bla kt luar...tp ngn dia,wlpn sma je tp cra dia ngn aku tu yg bt aku sndri kekok bla nk dance ngn dia....klakar pn ada jgk rr...
tp kn bloggy,apa yg ble aku ckp aku btl2 x sgka yg owg yg aku bwa p cLub tu adlh bebdk tpt kje aku...hahahhahahaa....i really hv fun evndow im damn tired...bla aku pkrkn blk,apa aku ada ati ke kt bdk ni???mmg aku mnt dia tp nk kta syg tu x dr laa lg...aku hrp jgn laa smpi dh ada prasaan tu sbb prasaan tu ble mnybbkn hbgn pts mcm tu jw & aku x nk...!!aku akn set dlm mind aku,dia bkn utk aku & aku bkn utk dia...k!!!!
bloggy,really need ur help!!!help me to avoid fall in love wit him...plz!!!tq.. **hugs & kisses**
On 16apr lps,mmbr aku ajk aku p cLub & spent tym & njoy myself wit her & other fwens...we all went Werner club at Changkat...tetba jerk ati ni tergerak ajk bdk2 kje aku join skali tp yg aku kra sekpla ngn aku jela...at 1st aku mcm was was tau nk ajk mamat ni sbb aku pkr btl ke dia lyn n p tpt2 mcm tu kn...aku pn brnikn dri ajk laa dia p & x sgka laa plk yg dia mmg lynz,so aku pn ok laa... =)
act aku mmg mint laa kt dia sbb ada laa cri2 lelaki yg aku idamkn kt dia tp ada bts ee beb...nk tau apa??UMUR!!!<--ni sbb nya...ya,aku tau umo bkn 1 hlgn ato pn alsn tp aku x ble ltk hrpn yg tngi,btl x??aku x nk kecewa utk kali yg ke2,bloggy...ckp laa aku dh rasai btpa skt e bla kecewa....
cntnue stry,k..dr tpt aku,ktowg ber5 2 bji kete...ktowg berkmpl kt umh mmbr aku kt kl b4 p sna...dress up aku??of cz laa ehem2 tp aku x la tnjk trs..**shy** ok..hhehehehahahazx...bla smpi sna,aku mcm malu + segan beb nk dance ngn dia & berkepit ngn dier...ello,b4 tu pn either aku ato dia x ckp lgsg yg ktowg partner mlm tu x kn laa aku nk terhegeh2 plk kn!!agk2 laaa....ada maruah k!!! <wlpn sbnr e dlm ati ni mau> uuhuhuhuuuu....
msa smpi pn dia dk jauh,aku pn dk jauh...aku berkepit laa ngn mmbr aku yg sowg lg ni...olh sbb dia dh lmbt sgt,aku ajk laa mmbr aku yg sowg ni p dance...olh sbb x rmi owg,ktowg msk blk...dh la ngh mngntk,lgu e plk btkn aku bertmbh mngntk...aku pn dri smbl mnri,harusla kn!!!mmbr dh laa ngh mngntk...x kn nk ddk jee...den,mmbr aku yg aku ajk p dance td tarik aku p dance floor blk so aku ngn mmbr aku p laa blk & dance kt sna...dia dk je c2 smpi mbr aku yg sowg lg tarik dia..bla smpi sna,msg2 mnri lintang pukang...so dia bdri dpn aku,aku pn tarik dia dance ngn aku...mta ngh weng,aku mnri aa kn...nk pegang bdn dia pn aku sgn + kekok snae goes to him...aku jd cm,OMG!!!hahhahaaa...aku on p mmps r,nri je....
tngh srnk dance ada la pompuan man nth dtg menyelit dance ngn ktowg,mula2 sowg den tga2 dtg join...so pa lg,bebdk laki mmbr ktowg pn srnk rr kn..dia ble tlk aku ketpikn & dance ngn pompuan tu...peegghh!!!skt ati mmbr siot...trs mood nk mrni aky xdr...aku on lpk jee laa kt table...tup2 dia ajk plk pompuan tu join table,lagi pns ati mmbr....adusshh!!!!x paa r,spa laa aku ni kn..x selwa pompuan tu kn,x setnggi pompuan tu kn...layanz je laa...sedey mmbr siot,ajk partner ingtkn ble dance & lyn tp x. =(
esk e kt tpt kje dia xkp ngn aku yg dia mmg x sgka tu aku...yg mnri ngn dia tu (wlpn skjp) tu aku...well,my dear...dats me,ok!!!hahahhaaa,aku sndri pn tergelak act bla dia xkp mcm tu...tp tu laa hakikat ee... =0 dia trs trg ngn aku yg sbnr e dia mmg nk dance ngn aku tp dia kekok...dia kekok sbb dia respect aku as leader dia & pompuan cm g2 laa...aku pn gtau laa dia act aku pn kekok + segan nk dance ngn dia sbb aku rc mcm ada 1 border yg jd pghlg...eceh,ayt!!hahaha...aku gtau dia,mcm aku ngn mmbr aku sowg ni..dia pn kt tpt kje dia staf besa & aku leader dia tp bla kt tpt mcm tu aku stl ble berkpt ngn dia,dance ngn dia sbb aku n dia x pnh bt border/pghlg ant ktowg bla kt luar...tp ngn dia,wlpn sma je tp cra dia ngn aku tu yg bt aku sndri kekok bla nk dance ngn dia....klakar pn ada jgk rr...
tp kn bloggy,apa yg ble aku ckp aku btl2 x sgka yg owg yg aku bwa p cLub tu adlh bebdk tpt kje aku...hahahhahahaa....i really hv fun evndow im damn tired...bla aku pkrkn blk,apa aku ada ati ke kt bdk ni???mmg aku mnt dia tp nk kta syg tu x dr laa lg...aku hrp jgn laa smpi dh ada prasaan tu sbb prasaan tu ble mnybbkn hbgn pts mcm tu jw & aku x nk...!!aku akn set dlm mind aku,dia bkn utk aku & aku bkn utk dia...k!!!!
bloggy,really need ur help!!!help me to avoid fall in love wit him...plz!!!tq.. **hugs & kisses**
Saturday, April 9, 2011
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hola...hola....
dh lma kn aku x jenguk ko kn,bloggy...ko mcm ne?sorry la..aku agk bz la..bkn aku x nk jenguk ko..
act,there are so many story i wana to share wit u bloggy..alot,evrythng....i evn dont noe where to strt..
on 3apr yg lps,genap sebln aku x jmp dia n x dgr sora dia...tetba aku rc terlmpau rndu kt dia..sgt2 rndu..but i noe,aku tpksa thn n bsbr ats pa yg berlaku....aku sntsa n akn kuatkn semngt aku utk m'hdp dugaan ni..
bloggy,one more thng is it my fault bcz ive been borned like dis?xdr seorg pompuan pn dlm dunia ni yg nk dilhrkn mcm aku bloggy!!!no one,ok!!!setkt skali dua ble la aku tima ejekan n gurauan tp kalo dh slalu sgt spa ble thn...terlampau byk dugaan yg aku tima,bloggy...
dh lma kn aku x jenguk ko kn,bloggy...ko mcm ne?sorry la..aku agk bz la..bkn aku x nk jenguk ko..
act,there are so many story i wana to share wit u bloggy..alot,evrythng....i evn dont noe where to strt..
on 3apr yg lps,genap sebln aku x jmp dia n x dgr sora dia...tetba aku rc terlmpau rndu kt dia..sgt2 rndu..but i noe,aku tpksa thn n bsbr ats pa yg berlaku....aku sntsa n akn kuatkn semngt aku utk m'hdp dugaan ni..
bloggy,one more thng is it my fault bcz ive been borned like dis?xdr seorg pompuan pn dlm dunia ni yg nk dilhrkn mcm aku bloggy!!!no one,ok!!!setkt skali dua ble la aku tima ejekan n gurauan tp kalo dh slalu sgt spa ble thn...terlampau byk dugaan yg aku tima,bloggy...
"ya Allah,beriknla hambaMu ni kekuatan utk menghadpi dugaan spt ni...amin!!!"
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