::am i or am i not??::

hola bloggy.....how r u babe??!!aku x tau nk cta kt ko mcm ne ttg pa yg aku rsa skunk ni..sbb aku confuse tp ati aku spt aku ske & gmbra... =)

On 16apr lps,mmbr aku ajk aku p cLub & spent tym & njoy myself wit her & other fwens...we all went Werner club at Changkat...tetba jerk ati ni tergerak ajk bdk2 kje aku join skali tp yg aku kra sekpla ngn aku jela...at 1st aku mcm was was tau nk ajk mamat ni sbb aku pkr btl ke dia lyn n p tpt2 mcm tu kn...aku pn brnikn dri ajk laa dia p & x sgka laa plk yg dia mmg lynz,so aku pn ok laa... =)

act aku mmg mint laa kt dia sbb ada laa cri2 lelaki yg aku idamkn kt dia tp ada bts ee beb...nk tau apa??UMUR!!!<--ni sbb nya...ya,aku tau umo bkn 1 hlgn ato pn alsn tp aku x ble ltk hrpn yg tngi,btl x??aku x nk kecewa utk kali yg ke2,bloggy...ckp laa aku dh rasai btpa skt e bla kecewa....

cntnue stry,k..dr tpt aku,ktowg ber5 2 bji kete...ktowg berkmpl kt umh mmbr aku kt kl b4 p sna...dress up aku??of cz laa ehem2 tp aku x la tnjk trs..**shy** ok..hhehehehahahazx...bla smpi sna,aku mcm malu + segan beb nk dance ngn dia & berkepit ngn dier...ello,b4 tu pn either aku ato dia  x ckp lgsg yg ktowg partner mlm tu x kn laa aku nk terhegeh2 plk kn!!agk2 laaa....ada maruah k!!! <wlpn sbnr e dlm ati ni mau> uuhuhuhuuuu....

msa smpi pn dia dk jauh,aku pn dk jauh...aku berkepit laa ngn mmbr aku yg sowg lg ni...olh sbb dia dh lmbt sgt,aku ajk laa mmbr aku yg sowg ni p dance...olh sbb x rmi owg,ktowg msk blk...dh la ngh mngntk,lgu e plk btkn aku bertmbh mngntk...aku pn dri smbl mnri,harusla kn!!!mmbr dh laa ngh mngntk...x kn nk ddk jee...den,mmbr aku yg aku ajk p dance td tarik aku p dance floor blk so aku ngn mmbr aku p laa blk & dance kt sna...dia dk je c2 smpi mbr aku yg sowg lg tarik dia..bla smpi sna,msg2 mnri lintang pukang...so dia bdri dpn aku,aku pn tarik dia dance ngn aku...mta ngh weng,aku mnri aa kn...nk pegang bdn dia pn aku sgn + kekok snae goes to him...aku jd cm,OMG!!!hahhahaaa...aku on p mmps r,nri je....

tngh srnk dance ada la pompuan man nth dtg menyelit dance ngn ktowg,mula2 sowg den tga2 dtg join...so pa lg,bebdk laki mmbr ktowg pn srnk rr kn..dia ble tlk aku ketpikn & dance ngn pompuan tu...peegghh!!!skt ati mmbr siot...trs mood nk mrni aky xdr...aku on lpk jee laa kt table...tup2 dia ajk plk pompuan tu join table,lagi pns ati mmbr....adusshh!!!!x paa r,spa laa aku ni kn..x selwa pompuan tu kn,x setnggi pompuan tu kn...layanz je laa...sedey mmbr siot,ajk partner ingtkn ble dance & lyn tp x. =(

esk e kt tpt kje dia xkp ngn aku yg dia mmg x sgka tu aku...yg mnri ngn dia tu (wlpn skjp) tu aku...well,my dear...dats me,ok!!!hahahhaaa,aku sndri pn tergelak act bla dia xkp mcm tu...tp tu laa hakikat ee... =0 dia trs trg ngn aku yg sbnr e dia mmg nk dance ngn aku tp dia kekok...dia kekok sbb dia respect aku as leader dia & pompuan cm g2 laa...aku pn gtau laa dia act aku pn kekok + segan nk dance ngn dia sbb aku rc mcm ada 1 border yg jd pghlg...eceh,ayt!!hahaha...aku gtau dia,mcm aku ngn mmbr aku sowg ni..dia pn kt tpt kje dia staf besa & aku leader dia tp bla kt tpt mcm tu aku stl ble berkpt ngn dia,dance ngn dia sbb aku n dia x pnh bt border/pghlg ant ktowg bla kt luar...tp ngn dia,wlpn sma je tp cra dia ngn aku tu yg bt aku sndri kekok bla nk dance ngn dia....klakar pn ada jgk rr...

tp kn bloggy,apa yg ble aku ckp aku btl2 x sgka yg owg yg aku bwa p cLub tu adlh bebdk tpt kje aku...hahahhahahaa....i really hv fun evndow im damn tired...bla aku pkrkn blk,apa aku ada ati ke kt bdk ni???mmg aku mnt dia tp nk kta syg tu x dr laa lg...aku hrp jgn laa smpi dh ada prasaan tu sbb prasaan tu ble mnybbkn hbgn pts mcm tu jw & aku x nk...!!aku akn set dlm mind aku,dia bkn utk aku & aku bkn utk dia...k!!!!

bloggy,really need ur help!!!help me to avoid fall in love wit him...plz!!!tq.. **hugs & kisses**