plz,not him!!!!

hi bloggy...how r u??
me?can say epy + sad.wanna noe y?
epy bcz i can c him & sad bcz i noe dat evn dow i hv a feeling for him but stl we cant b together..
da reason?i think bttr its only me noe the reason...
i dont noe how my feeling rite now,bloggy..
im confused!! but im pretty sure dat when i see him,im epy evn dow i hv a bad mood on dat day..
but bloggy,mcm ne prasaan ni ble tmbl sdgkn sblm ni aku jrg ckp,aku bt x tau bla dia tgr aku..
bkn la aku bt x tau lgsg bla dia tgr tp juz lyn bla plu je la..
mksd aku,sjk bla??n why him?
plz bloggy,how am i gonna rid off dis feeling?
aku bkn laa nk lari dr prasaan aku sndri tp aku x nk sbb prasaan ni aku kecewa & hbgn rpt ant aku n dia tergngu...
yes,i noe i cant lie myself & guess wut i confess to him dat im his secret admire but he thought dat it juz a joke...
aku x tau laa sma ada dia ingt aku memain ato pn aku seyes evn dow act aku mmg seyes...
mcm ne ni bloggy??/!!!
aku x nk terprgkp ngn prasaan aku sndri,aku x nk nnt aku mnysl,aku jgk x nk dia m'jauhkn dri dia dari aku juz sbb prasaan bodoh yg tmbl nth bla ni...
aku rc spt nk m'jrt & menangis jee,bloggy sbb aku x ble nk luahkn prasaan aku ni kt sespa selain dr ko!!!....
bloggy,tlg laa aku!!aku x mau prasaan ni akn memdrtkn aku...
mcm ne aku nk m'hpskn prasaan ni...
kalo aku x lyn & bt x tau je tkt nt dia pkr len plk...
aku pnh x berckp ngn dia & dia tny knp tau pdhl x dr pape mslh pn ant aku n dia msa tu...

>aku buntu + confused + serabut + trapped!!!!<