::im stuck::

hello my deary bloggy, how r u??me??as usual,fine + great = migraine..huhuheuehee...

ok2,i stop by bcz i hv something to share wit u,my dear...
its a bout my 'EX'....
yup,him...mohd ery bakar!!!!
act,i tau nk strt from where bloggy...
cz seems like its complicated...
do u remember i told u dat he called me on 26apr which me clrbting my fwen whos gonna leave the cmpny??stl remember dat???
after dat incident,which i clled him & we sms til i fall asleep da next day,he sms me again..
he evn told me if i want to meet him,he will be at his fwens workshop but i didnt meet him at all...
dat nite,he sms me again continue til my OFF DAY..
he clled me & asked where am i,whether im bz or not cz he was asking me out....
i said ok,& the planing was to watch movie but at last he cnxl it not bcz of he had another matter or bout his queen or wutever...
it is bcz he want to spent time with me,more time with me so we juz 'lepak' at one place which only da 2 of us...
ya,bloggy i now dat im not supposed to do dat but i dunno....
all of sudden i falls under his arm & u noe why???
bcz i miss him damn much til desperately want him....
da next day,on  my REST DAY we went to watch midnite movie & before it strt dats da moment he reveal evrythng to me....
wana noe wut??

1- he admit dat wut had happen to us was his mistake which act i knew dat but im not putting all the blame on him...

2- he admit dat we broke off bcz of his jealously yg terlmpau2 smpi dia x ble kawal sndri...

3- he admit dat bcz of his jealously,dats da reason why he terlalu mengongkong aku smpikn he stop evrythng dat i wana & like to do...

4- he admit dat olh sbb dia tkt kehlgn aku,dia tkt aku tngglkn dia sbb tu dia terlalu mengongkong aku...

5-he admit dat bcz of his LOVE towards me dats da reason why he do all the stupid mistakes...

6-he said dat slma 3 bln ktowg break,hdp dia srbt,x tntu arh,blk lwt pg,bergdh & dia x ble kawal pns brn dia,slh tgr skt,slh ckp skit abs kna penumbuk owg tu...

7- he admit dat even all his fwens realize his chges sbb dia ni bloggy,slagi ble kwl pns brn dia tu,slgi tu dia kwal...

8- he admit dat he cant hear or see dat im hanging out wit my guys fwens bcz thp ke-jeles-an dia tu terlpau tnggi,bloggy...

9- he admit dat he also cant hear dat his own fwens make joke like want to tackle me in front of him bcz his jealousy...

10- he also admit dat only me & her can chge him & becz of us he change... i dunno wut to say,bloggy...
i dunno whether im epy to hear all dis...
i dunno whether i should be proud of dis...
i dunno whether i should gv him another chance or not...
all i can say is  I CANT THINK & CANT MAKE DECISION !!!