what should i do???

owh,bloggy....
apa hrs aku bt???
kplaku bersrbt psl hal ni...
why is so hard to forget wut i had been through wit him??
why is so damn hard to stop loving him??
why is so difficult to accept that he will never be mine??
why is so damn difficult to tell him to go far away from me & stop finding me???

i suffered bcz of him
i cried bcz of him
i like dead fish bcz of him
im not who i am bcz of him

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW & HOW AM I GONNA DO???!!!

before ko pkr yg bkn2 psl aku,hal ni x dr kna mgna ngn lelaki yg aku cta kt ko tu e...

dis prob act is about the old r/ship wit the marry man,ok...

ya!!!ya!!!!i know,aku x septt e accept & bt keptsn utk be together wit him again afte wut had happen..

but aku nk bt cm ne,bloggy...

u noe my feeling towards him rite...

i am trying to be fren with other guy but its hard for me to let him go....

even msa perpshn ktowg pn i njoy goinh & hanging out wit my fwen but my mind stl to him...

i dont noe,bloggy....

i dont know!!!

wish dat evrythng in this qoute is true!!!