aarrrgghhhhh!!!!

sorry sbb bt ko terkjt ngn jeritan aku tp aku tension sesgt....
its about him again....
aku x tau laa bloggy...
knp aku skt ati sesgt ngn pa yg dia bt../???
mula2 msa kt ctr ari tu seblh2 sh aku mc sbb nk kuar...
bla aku dh mc,cnxl e sbb dia ada hal nk bt kt umh...
semlm(15may) pn sma jgk...
jnji nk amk aku dr kje tp x pn...
k x pa la...
aku diam kn lg tp bla aku dh set kpla otak aku ni sh mc so xdr r mood aku kn nk kje ari ni...
pa lg,trs mc laa aku kn...
mmg mls laa aku nk kje ngn xdr mood..
kg x psl2,sume pax kna marh ngn aku...


aku x tau r bloggy knp aku ni sng sgt pcya ckp laki kn..
mudah pcya & mdh cair bla ada laki ckp dia sygkn aku,skekn aku la....
bodoh ee aku rc....
aku rc bttr aku bt x tau je dlu...
biar dia yg cri aku...
cummon yna,i noe can do it...
chaiyokk!!!!!!..

::unbelievable::

hi bloggy....
ala,jgn laa mara..
sorry laa sbb dh lma x drop by...
nk drop by gna hp skunk pn dh x ble la,x tau np mgkn ada kna mngna ngn setting hp tu kt...
mst ko dh tau kn np aku drop by skunk...
yeah!!!tepat sgkaan mu,whi 'rakan baikku'...

da story strts like dis...
ko ingt x aku ada slh phm ngn mmbr aku,yg aku ada cta ngn ko kn??
aku post laa kt FB den dis guy,mmbr tpt kje aku (yg dlu laa,msa aku kt AA) post laa tny itu ini & bg nsht kt aku....
den bla dia nk blah dia bg no hp dia which act i dh ada dh lma pn...
tp i x msg or cll dia lg smpi laa semlm dia dtg ctr i cz dia nk tny psl misconnecting flight...
den,dia trk i kuar tny wuts going on wit me & whos da person yg bt i mcm tu...
so, i cta laa srba skt tp x laa sume i cta k...
i ingt abs c2 dh la den dia cll tny psl misconnecting flight lg...
so i p je laa kt ctr dia & help him sort this problem out...
lps tu,tetba je dia try nk rpt ngn i by try to touch my leg ddk rpt ngn i smbl bebrk ngn i...
i mcm,is dis guy ada something ke???<thinking>
dia ajk tmn dia mkn,so i p den tetba je jmpa mbr2 dia yg len ktowg dk se-table...
msa kt meja mkn tu pn dia ltk tgn dia kt kaki i,try to hold my hand...
terkjut jgk laa aku,kn!!!
suddenly,i terpkr nk bg dia msg say thnk u sb blnja i mkn & from dat on we strted sms-ing each other...
we talked (sms) & i dont believe wut he said act,bloggy....
seyesly,ok!!!!
i asked him why me & is he sure + seyes in wut he said,the answer is he himself doesnt noe y me & we will talk f2f regarding this...
after dat,i felt like i wana laugh like devil + guling2 kt ats lantai ok!!!!
i sndri x sgkn ngn pa yg dis guy dh ckp kt i...
nth btl ato x???
plu ke aku pcyakn dia juz apa yg dia ckp???
i dont noe,bloggy...
me??my feeling towards him,??
epy + xhausted....

but bloggy,da problem is da guy is indian...
im sure my parents will not let us be...
i dont noe,bloggy...
im blank...
im blur...
mayb i juz wait til we talk rite???

knp aku hrs berprasaan begiru??

hi bloggy,
sht ke??rndu aku x??aku pn rndu ko..
haakx..


act kn ada bnda aku nk kgc ngn ko ni,...
aku nk tny ko soklan ble x??
x la byk tp ble thn laa jgk..
-kalo kwn rpt ko tpu ko,apa ko rc??
-kalo kwn rpt ko,tpu ko sbb dia nk jga prasaan ko,apa ko rc alsn e bnr??
-apa ko akn bt setrs e??
-apa ko akn ptsk p'shbtn ato ko ttp trs kwn cma ada jurang ant e??

aku x tau bloggy...
tp yg psti ati aku terlampau skt & aku btl2 trasa ngn pa yg dia dh bt kt aku...
mgkn ada bnr e yg dia x gtau aku sbb dia srba slh...
dia ckp dia x ajk aku sbb dia srba slh tkt aku trasa yg aku x dpt p...
sbb ke mna shj aku p,aku sntsa ajk dia..<-- tu la alsn dia...
nth la bloggy...
aku hrp alsn e bnr & aku btl2 arp yg aku ble tima alsn dia...
bkn laa aku ckp aku x ble nk tima alsn dia,cuma aku x sgka yg dia sgp bt aku mcm ni..
aku btl2 terkilan bla aku tgk gmbr dia ngn kekwn dia yg len...


huh??aku JELES??!
x der laa...
megrt je ko ni...
aku x jeles,tp aku terkilan sbb aku memkrkn knp hrs dia tpu aku??
knp dia x trs trg sj ngn aku???apa dia dpt ngn menipu aku,btl x??
aku cba cri alsn sndri utk mnyenangkn ati aku tp aku x dpt jwpn e...


bloggy,kalo ko nk tau....
aku ttp tnggu pnjlsn dr dia k dr mula aku tau..
kalo aku  ni btl2 kjm,dr awl aku tau aku dh bt something...
aku akn ptskn p'shbtn ktowg tp aku x sggp sbb aku syg dia sebg seowg abg,seorg sahabt & aku masih respect p'shbtn ktowg...
aku x tau nk bt pa lg bloggy...
aku sedey,aku terkilan aku trasa...
aku dh maafkn dia tp aku x ble accept ngn pa yg dia dh bt,tu je...

GALAXY S or BLACKBERRY TORCH



Blackberry 9800 Torch

OR

samsung galaxy ace



my dear bloggy....

i dunno which one i wanna buy??
cz both of dis hp i LIKE!!!
no,bloggy...
dats crazy,ok...
i cant buy both of it...
ya,been thinking dat too but dats plan is crazy!!!
owh gosh!!!
which one???
BB Torch or Galaxy ACE??!!

Fast & Furious 5

hola...hola....

the crazy + funniest guys

remember these guys??
ya..ya...there are all the crazy maniac guys who can't live without cars + money...
hhahahahhahaaa...sorry guys,juz joking!!!! =)
if anyone of u want dem,plz VIN DIESEL is mine,ok!!!!

Fast & Furious (Fast 5)

well....well....
act,i juz watched this movie today at 1230hrs at IOI Mall,Puchong...
the story??
i can say dat i will not regret to watch this movie over & over again...
huhuhuhuheueuee... =)

Fast & Furious 5 @ GSC IOI mall,Puchong

the tkt pic is kind a blur...
mayb cz of the camera hp...
is it?? <dunno?>

LIKE IT & LOVE IT

::the OLSEN twins::

THE OLSEN TWINS

well,well....
come & look whos in da houze??/
its OLSEN twins.. *_*

i wana tell u a secret,bloggy....
act,i really ADMIRE them bloggy....
since dey were small ( but if dey were small,means dat i was small dat tym too) ahakz.... =p

i ADMIRE them bcz they're gorgeous...
i ADMIRE them bcz they're talented...
i ADMIRE them bcz they've work so hard to achieve wut they achieved today...

i wish i am like them GORGEOUS + TALENTED!!!!

::im stuck::

hello my deary bloggy, how r u??me??as usual,fine + great = migraine..huhuheuehee...

ok2,i stop by bcz i hv something to share wit u,my dear...
its a bout my 'EX'....
yup,him...mohd ery bakar!!!!
act,i tau nk strt from where bloggy...
cz seems like its complicated...
do u remember i told u dat he called me on 26apr which me clrbting my fwen whos gonna leave the cmpny??stl remember dat???
after dat incident,which i clled him & we sms til i fall asleep da next day,he sms me again..
he evn told me if i want to meet him,he will be at his fwens workshop but i didnt meet him at all...
dat nite,he sms me again continue til my OFF DAY..
he clled me & asked where am i,whether im bz or not cz he was asking me out....
i said ok,& the planing was to watch movie but at last he cnxl it not bcz of he had another matter or bout his queen or wutever...
it is bcz he want to spent time with me,more time with me so we juz 'lepak' at one place which only da 2 of us...
ya,bloggy i now dat im not supposed to do dat but i dunno....
all of sudden i falls under his arm & u noe why???
bcz i miss him damn much til desperately want him....
da next day,on  my REST DAY we went to watch midnite movie & before it strt dats da moment he reveal evrythng to me....
wana noe wut??

1- he admit dat wut had happen to us was his mistake which act i knew dat but im not putting all the blame on him...

2- he admit dat we broke off bcz of his jealously yg terlmpau2 smpi dia x ble kawal sndri...

3- he admit dat bcz of his jealously,dats da reason why he terlalu mengongkong aku smpikn he stop evrythng dat i wana & like to do...

4- he admit dat olh sbb dia tkt kehlgn aku,dia tkt aku tngglkn dia sbb tu dia terlalu mengongkong aku...

5-he admit dat bcz of his LOVE towards me dats da reason why he do all the stupid mistakes...

6-he said dat slma 3 bln ktowg break,hdp dia srbt,x tntu arh,blk lwt pg,bergdh & dia x ble kawal pns brn dia,slh tgr skt,slh ckp skit abs kna penumbuk owg tu...

7- he admit dat even all his fwens realize his chges sbb dia ni bloggy,slagi ble kwl pns brn dia tu,slgi tu dia kwal...

8- he admit dat he cant hear or see dat im hanging out wit my guys fwens bcz thp ke-jeles-an dia tu terlpau tnggi,bloggy...

9- he admit dat he also cant hear dat his own fwens make joke like want to tackle me in front of him bcz his jealousy...

10- he also admit dat only me & her can chge him & becz of us he change... i dunno wut to say,bloggy...
i dunno whether im epy to hear all dis...
i dunno whether i should be proud of dis...
i dunno whether i should gv him another chance or not...
all i can say is  I CANT THINK & CANT MAKE DECISION !!!