i wana share wit u something,voxxy..bout me n him...tym to tym my r/ship wit me become more complicated..can say we oways had fight,one day compulsary ok...!!i dunno y but b4 dis we r ok,fine n yes we did hv fight but can say we hd a great tym more den fighting...
sometym i tot im da only one who oways strts da fight cz can say evrytym if hes not fulfill wut do i want,i will gv sms to him saying dat n dis which quite annoyed him..i noe if im at his place,ill feel da same too..but wut should i do??its me,vox..n beside i oso need his attention.yes,i undestand dat hes married so his attention is more to his wife but am i wrong if i need his attention evndow little??!!
da story begin....
we made a plan to go out on my last rest day which i on 2nd sept.he cll me da day b4 to meet him at usual place at 11am.i arrved around 10.30am so i juz waited for him since der hv half an hour.when its almost reach 11am i nvr get any clls or all my sms(s) didnt delivered yet.i wait for anther half an hour,suddenly when i cll his "wife" no n guess wut?hes at his work place,i really pissed off..cant he sms n infrm dat he will be late n hv some work to be done.i he does dat,its ok wit me evn dow ill "bengang"..11.40am im off n when to bank to stlle my pymnt,8least if he tell me earlier he'll coming late i can stle my work first..
den he clled n he didnt say dat he's sorry cz make me wait for so dat long.dats really make me more angry.i followed him to sent his car to his frens house n we went to alamanda to watch movie.on our way til we arrved he nvr say a word or mention dat he's sorry or wutver,8least try to persuade me,make me calm down..y b4 dis he can do dat but y on dat day he juz kept quite??when we arrved alamanda he juz let me walk by myself behind him,he didnt hold my hand llike he oways did b4..same as when we were at mines..im so damn sad,really really sad…
after we watched movie,we went back den suddenly we had a big argument inside da car.i screamed,shouted at him.i nvr do dat b4 to him.he juz look at me,doing nothng..after a while he hug me,i dunno wut to do den..after we arrived at nilai,we had a talk..he gv me his decision which im really shocked..he want us to be fren..i juz keep quiet n cried (of cz)..i dunno wut to say or wut to do..
I juz cant imagine dat our r/ship will be like dis..til now everything dat me n him discuss on dat day is stl plying on my head…
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