I sms him on 13sep

~Sy dh x tau nk ckp pa lg,abg.cra abg skunk mmg len sesgt.abg ckp ngn sy pn skunk x mcm dlu.cll lps tu ckp sekjp je,dh nk ltk abg dh x ckp mcm abg slalu ckp ngn sy sblm ni.sy tau yg abg bt kptsn utk kebaikan kta b'2,abg jgk dh x nk sy skt ati,mengns sbb abg kn tp utk pengetahuan abg,sy lg skt ati,lg sedey bla kta jd mcm ni.sy x slhkn abg,sy tau abg bt ni sume utk kebaikan sy jgk.tima ksh abg..mgkn abg ble hdp tnpa sy,tnpa dgr sora sy,tnpa msg2 sy,tnpa perhatian sy,tnpa b'gdh ngn sy,sgla2 tnpa sy tp sy x ble abg.3thn sy abskn hdp sy,msa sy utk abg tetba je skunk sy sorg2.sy tau sy kna cba jgk tp sy x tau la abg.nmpk e sy t'pksa la bt sgla2 sowg2 mulai skunk sbb abg dh buang sy trs dr hdp abg kn??abg dh x plukn sy lg,abg ada dia.np hdp sy mcm ni,abg?np hdp sy x mcm owg len?bahgia ngn psgn,bahgia ngn kehdpn dia,kenapa abg??kalo mcm ni bek sy mati je sbb sy x tau sma ada sy ble hadapi ato x.kalo sy ckp ngn abg pn abg bkn e amk pdli,kn?lps abg bca msg,abg snyp x ckp pape,x pjk sy blk.xpala...tima ksh e abg utk sgla2 e...sume yg b'laku b'pnca dpd sy..~

raya 2010 (part 2)

continue from the 1st blog...

act,its not dat im not epy clbrte raya at muar but its juz quite bowink der...i dunno why...feel like der is sumthng missing which i dunno wut..mayb its bcz i miss him so damn much..evry day,evrytym i sms him but evrytym he on his hp i dunno wether he read da msg(s) or not..i want to ask but im afraid juz bcz i ask him den we hd a fight...im done fight wit him,im done cry bcz of him....to tell u da truth,blogy..i really rally really really miss him....but im quite lucky cz i hv my couz who accompanied me,we hang out togther,we laugh toghter,which can make me forget bout him evndow 4 a little while..

ok,blogy..done wit him..my activities for these raya days was very exhausted but epy (wlpn x se-epy mna pn)..but i do sumthng dat i nvr done on raya day b4 dis which COOKING..  OMG!!!... me,myself doesnt believe it...my aunty "kerah" us (me & couz) do dis & dat but its ok..8least we learn somethng...da worst part is we hv to clean "usus & perut kambing",uwekk!!!da bbq nite on 2nd day raya was happening but not happening like we used to do b4...but its ok..we stl hv fun...overall,my raya 2010 is more happier den last 2yrs...huehuee...camat ari rya aidilfitri.....

my lovely couz who juz learn to eat lamb....huheuhe...

raya 2010

well,wut i shoul say bout my raya 2010??boring??full wit epyness??act me myself dont noe wut to commnt bout it...

to tell u da truth,beb..at 1st,i am excited to clbrte dis yr cz 3yrs im working i nvr take leave to clbrte raya..btw,i oredy deal wit my mom if my dad is not going anywhere dis yr,i will tke leave n raya at MUAR,my lovely hometown...since my dad doesnt go anywhere so i apply leave for my raya 2months ealier,ok??so damn batak nk rya..(ahakz....)

to be continued.....

I sms him on 11sep

~Hi abg,bt pa??bz ke?ari ni fmly ada bt bbq,sume ada xcept kazen sy yg jb 2..rugi plk rc e dia x dr..cuba laa teka anyh bkr pa??sekor kmbg ok,bpk besar tp bla dh siap x bpa nk msk,spoil btl la..trs hlg slera sy nk mkn.mayb mlm skt p mkn kt kdi mamak dpn umh nnk kt,i2 pn kalo jd la..esk sy blk tp x tau bla lg..errmm,k la..tk cr..rndu abg wlpn abg dh x ckp abg rndu sy..~

misses him

at last he cll me evn dow he didnt say he love me or miss me or gv me a kiss but its fine.at least he cll me.sekrg2 e lps jgk rndu aku pd dia..
But im stl wondering wether he juz want me to be his fren or more den a fren??like b4..i wana ask him but im afraid dat dis will make us fight again cz im done fighting wit him.im tired of facing dis again n again n again...i dunno wut 2 do now..i want to 4get wut hd happen n move on but i dunno wether i can do it or not..i juz hoping dat i hv da strenght to move on n juz let dis behind...

I sms him on 10sep (part 1)

~Abg,bt pa??dh tdo ke??sy ngh lpk ngn kazen2 sy kt lua umh,amk angn.jeles pn ada gk ngk dowg.yela,dowg sume msg ngn bf2 dowg skunk.kalo sblm ni kn sy msg ngn abg wlpn abg blk kg.tp skunk dh x dpt.xpala,sy ttp dpt msg abg jgk wlpn abg bca msg sy lmbt.huehue..msa msg abg ari 2,sy m'hrp abg akn ckp abg rndu n syg sy tp x dr pn..k la,nyte2..xoxo~

I sms him on 8sep (part 2)

~Abg,nk dgr 1 cta x??ari ni sy msk k utk b'bka.mak juz sediakn bhn n ajr jer..huehuheue..tp x byk la,setkt 2 lauk je tp ok la kn??8least sy bljr cra memsk sblm t'lwt..buka mkn pa??keknygn sy ari ni smpi x lrt nk bgn,huhuhuhu..k la,nnt sy msg abg lg.sy nk bla kta jmp nnt,abg kna ckp n bg kmn psl sy bg msg kt abg setiap msa..k??tada..xoxo~