SEPTEMBER - the month of MOVIE

hola...salam...

well,actually i want to update all the movies that i've watched but since there were 7 movies so i think its better for me to change my plan..

yes,bloggy...

i watched 7 movies for this month..

thats the better way than i just sat at home & think of him & cry for nothing...

this is not the first time i watched 7 movies in one month,bloggy...

before this i've done it before with ~him~...

but now,there is no more ~him!~...

7 MOVIES!! >,<

SMURF

blue + cute..

love the song..

CONAN THE BARBARIAN

18sx

more to the revenge for his family..

FINAL DESTINATION 5

what makes this movie diff from the other 4 movies is the way of the death!!!

x takut but gerun..

BINI2KU GANGSTER

action + wow!!!

nk kata kelakar tu x la tp cm fuuyoo bla tgk movie yg pompuan join gangster & the way they fight.. =)

actually,the reason is only for satukn all the 'family' >,<

ABDUCTION

no comment..

love to watch the heron ONLY!!

COLOMBIANA

revenge of her family...

nice name-CATALEYA...

JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN

well,speechless...

mr bean change to an AGENT!!!...

hahahahahhahahahahhahahhahaaaaaahhahahahaaa ;o

this hobby will continue even though is without him..

i will try to go by myself if there is no one to company me...

but most of it,will make a plan with my frens...

should thank to them cz always hv time for me...

LOVE THEM ALL!!!!

^28sep2011^

bloggy,

today is 28 sep & u know wut this date means??

its already a month i didnt hear his voice,meet him or even hear news about him...

to tell u the truth, i really really really miss him,bloggy..!!!

really MISS him!!!

ko tau pa aku rs,bloggy??

aku rs cm nk m'jrt nma dia smpi ati aku puas...

aku rs mcm nk menangis smpi ati aku puas...

aku rs cm nk jmpa dia smpi aku puas...

aku tau,knp aku kena bt diri aku merana jz bcz of dat stupid guy,rite??

tp aku nk bt cmne bloggy...

ni soal ati & prasaan...

aku dh cuba,bloggy...

aku cuba utk lpakn dia..

aku cba utk lawan prasaan ni...

aku cba cri cara utk aku luangkn msa aku so aku x kn ingt pape psl dia...

tp apa sj aku bt,ke mna sj aku p,bygn dia sntsa b'main dlm otak pkrn aku...

apa lg yg harus aku bt bloggy??

guess wut??

i start to smoke again,ok...

yes,i know that it doesnt help me but wut am i supposed to do??

mcm td,yes aku kuar ngn kekwn aku tgk wyg tp bla dh abes tu aku sntsa pndg blkg...

ko nk tau knp??

sbb setiap kali lps aku abes tgk wyg ngn dia,dia akn pstikn yg aku sntsa ngn dia...

dia akn pstikn yg aku x kn jauh dr dia...

dia akn pstikn yg aku sntsa dicc dia,bloggy...

terlalu banyak bloggy kenangan aku ngn dia...

wlpn bru sebln ktowg lost cntct tp aku rs mcm dh sethn...

bloggy,no aku 0129264909 msh aku aktifkn tp kalo ada owg cll or msg aku xkn response...

sbb aku menantikn msg & cll dr dia..

bodohkn aku!???!!!!

ko rs kn,dia akn cll aku x??

np laa aku ni bodoh sgt,bloggy??

np aku stl tnggu dia??

np aku stil m'hrp pd dia??

i will remember this date till da end,bloggy...

evry 28 of each month,i will count..

i juz hoping that he will call me one day & tell me that how much he misses me...

even though that will hurts me...

National Day of Papua New Guinea (part 3)

salam hi...

how r u bloggy??

well,so sorry cz lma x drop..

act im on leave so most of the time im hanging out with my frens...

well,i already uploaded the pics..

most of the pics are the same...

act,i want to take picture with the ambassador but he seems busy...

u know wut,this time i went the food was great,& most of the people there are the same person that i've met for the 1st time..

but luckily,im not hear the speech....<boring!!>  -__-

yes,i do met new people back there...

i forgot the name but they are students here,one of them is a journalist with the Star...

they are nice & young,around 20's i think... ;)

well,the best part is they were shocked when i told them that im 25...

hehehheeee =) cz they said that i am not look like im 25yrs ok...

how proud i am!!!hehehehhee -_-'

there is also one lady,m'sian Indian,she's nice + humble...

is was nice talking to her cz she gv me spirit to loose my weight & the reason bcz she wants to see me getting married....

how nice she is,rite??

wait a sec,i think i already told u this rite??

OMG!!...

m got xcited mayb... =)

well,act my couz & i were expecting more...

mayb meeting guys there...

ensem + educated guys...

but u know bloggy...

it is impossible -_-'

phew!!

National Day of Papua New Guinea (part 2)

salam,hi..

yes,i know that i promise to upload pic da next day but m so so so sorry!!!
damn i tired after i reached home ystrdy...
trust me,i do wana upload but damn tired....
ok2...i upload now ok...

p/s:continue tomorrow..

National Day of Papua New Guinea (part 1)

salam,hi...

supposedly mmg i wana to update bout it on the say itself but i am so damn tired so i postpone it to yesterday...but u know me,bloggy... =)

actually,been celebrating the national day of PNG for 2nd year on the row since last year i was attending to the event...
my aunt work as a PA of the embassador representing their country..
beside,the embassador & his family quite close with my whole family so that he invited most of our family...
the embassador & his family are very friendly...

what i love most of the food was the lobster..<<my favourite>>
the country if im not mistaken is famous of the seafood;fish,prawn,lobster...
so most of the dishes actually the raw were brought from PNG...
ya,ya...i know what u r trying to tell me...

of cz not ok...
ok,just a little only...
but to be honest,bloggy...
this is the opportunity for me to meet new people beside understand their culture...
i really hv a great experience even dow, there were few people that i met...
actually,this really help me alot by developing my confident in talking with people...
especially in English...
well,practice do make perfect rite??!!

bloggy,u wana noe somehing...
there is a lady whom i met at the dinner & guess what she said??
she said that i am not look like 25yrs old...
hehheuheuheuheeee >,<

p/s:will upload pic tmrrw ;)

~17sept2011~

bloggy,

u wana noe how my feeling rite now??

i hv no feeling...

i dont feel anything...

all i know now,i want to scream,cry & die...

can i,bloggy??

actually bloggy,

i do feel epy today cz i meet him..

not juz meet,evn chit chat with him...

wlpn dlm ati ni sbnr e teringn sgt nk plk dia,kiss dia..

i really missed our old r/ship,bloggy...

i felt like he hiding me something & mayb that the reason he avoiding me...

bloggy,fyi i had heard from my fren that he already married but i dunno wether its true or not...

mmg aku nk tny dia,tp aku tkt t'slh ckp plk nnt...

ati aku b'blh bgi laa bloggy...

i do love him but im afraid if he knows bout it,he will ignore me..

avoid me all the time,im also afraid of losing him like i lost the guy before...

even dow i cant hv him 8least i can still meet him & talk with him...

im afraid of  everything bloggy...

today will be always in my mind...

even dow the chit chat its not that im hoping for but its fine with me...

ada jgk laa gurau senda mnja dia ngn aku...

trust me,bloggy i will remind this moment...

owh bloggy...

i harap aku ada semangat utk tmph sumer ini,bloggy...

 dear,

i dunno how & when but one thing that i want u to know...

im already in love with u....

im afraid of losing u...

i missed our old relationship...

^hati ni memberontak^

hi bloggy,

guess wut??

dis week,i spent my quality time on my off & rest day at home..

even my frens ask me out,i rejected..

i dunno why,mayb i need to relax at home..

tp bla dk umh 2 ari ni,aku jd mcm owg x btl plk...

aku kebnsn,rs sunyi,keseorgn...

mgkn slma ni bla aku off & rest day,ada jee xtvt aku ngn dia kn..

all of sudden,while im resting at home watching tv i feel soo lonely...

i felt like want to scream,want to cry... =(

bloggy,

do u think he already forgot me??

i think he did...

fyi bloggy,i did miss called him but no return from him..

mayb he can figure that it was from me...

does he realize that what he had done really hurt me??

does he realize that i am more suffer than him??
does he realize it,bloggy??

i really wish he read this:

Abg,knp abg bt sy mcm ni lg skali??

knp abg lukakn ati sy utk kali yg ke4??

knp abg x bnh je sy,so sy x kn menderita smpi mcm ni skali..

luka & parut yg lps pn blm smbh lg,abg tmbhkn luka sy lg...

luka sy kali ni lbh dlm,abg..

luka sy kali ni lbh sakit...

sakitnya shgga sy x t'tnggng!!!

sy dpt rskn,abg mst ngh bhgia skunk kn??

sy dpt rskn abg mst ngh gelak ketawa ngn fmly abg skunk kn??

sy dpt rskn abg mst dh lpakn sy kn??

kalo abg msh ingtkn sy,mst abg akn cba cll sy,tp 1 call dr abg pn sy  xdpt..

ye,mmg sy dh tkr no hp tp bla sy on,xdr pn msg miss call...

abg,setiap ari abg b'main di pkrn sy..

sy sntsa t'tny2 pa abg ngh bt,abg dh mkn lum,mcm ne kedaan abg lps xcdnt ari tu...

mmg sy sndri yg antr msg ari tu jgn cri sy lg tp sy x sgka yg abg akn bt mcm tu skali....

sy cba kuatkn dri sy utk lpakn abg,utk lpakn pa yg kta dh lalui tp gagal abg...

sy x t'dya,sy kalah,sy x kuat...

ati sy m'berontak utk cll abg sb ati ni terlalu rndukn suara abg...

pa slh sy abg shgga abg sggp bt sy mcm ni skali??

x ckp ke msa sy slma 4 thn kta b'sma sy bg hny utk abg??

x ckp ke p'hatian sy slma 4thn kta b'sma hny utk abg??

abg,setiap pkra yg kta lakukan b'sma slma 4thn sntasa b'main dlm otak sy...

pa yg plu sy bt utk lpakn sgla2 e??

tolong sy,abg!!!